Cancer

By motherofbun July 29, 2008

Cancer. That word scares the hell out of most people — especially those who’ve watched loved ones battle such an evil, unyielding force. The mere mention of the word has always made me shiver. But yesterday one of my biggest fears were realized. Yesterday I found out that I have cancer too.

I’d gone to an Urgent care facility Monday morning with severe stomach pains and diarrhea. Since Friday night, my digestive system was forcefully pushing everything I ate or drank out of my body. I could hardly walk from the stomach pains. I felt weak. But still, when I’d hobbled into the Urgent care facility, it was with embarrassment. I assumed they’d check me out only to roll their eyes and tell me I had gas. I figured they’d prescribe some industrial strength Gas-X product then send me home. I assumed I’d go to bed, wake up the next day and get on with life. I assumed that today, I’d be happily back to doing all of the mundane chores I do each day that keeps our home running smoothly.

But I was wrong. The doctor at the Urgent Care sent me to the ER.

After several unsuccessful IV attempts (because I was really, really dehydrated) my arms and hands were sore. A nurse was finally able to eek out a bit of blood to test. A saline IV was started. I was given Morphine, Zofran and something to relax me. 

Then they took me for a cat scan. They found something troubling. They discussed it with me. They told me I needed another cat scan. They asked me if they could call any friends or family for me. I called my parents and brother, asking them to come up. By the time my parents arrived, the doctor had stopped by to tell my husband and me the news. 

I have cancer. I still can’t believe I just typed that sentence. I have cancer. The words, despite the machines connected to me, despite knowing I’m now in the oncology ward, despite the long and chaotic succession of nurses and doctors I’ve seen, just don’t seem real. 

They aren’t sure if its Colon cancer or lymphoma. I cried, my parents cried, and my husband cried as he started making arrangements for my son to spend the night at a friend’s house. He stumbled through his words as he tried to tell my dear friend Kathy what was going on. It was the third time I’ve ever seen him cry - the first and second times being when he learned about the death of his grandmother and cousin Amanda.

My brother and sister-in-law came by a bit later. Everyone kept reassuring me, even the doctors, that my odds of survival are good. They kept telling me I’m a “fighter” and I’ll get through this. I never considered myself a fighter. But maybe that’s the lesson I need to learn from this experience?

So here I am. I have my own room, a cup of ice chips at my side, a bag if saline to keep my hydrated, and a bit of morphine for when the pain gets bad.

I don’t know what to say…. I am still in shock. At some point today, the doctors will do a little exploring to find out what cancer I have. While they think its an fast-growing tumor, hey are hopeful that it will be the kind that hasn’t spread. They are hopeful we’ve found it fast enough. I just want to get it over with because I’m starting to get kind of hungry…

If I don’t give updates, I’m assuming one of my dear friends will be doing so.

But the upside is that when you do see me? I’ll definitely be leaner. ;-)

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427 Comments

  • By Beth, July 29, 2008 @ 5:01 pm

    I don’t know what to say except that I’m very sorry to hear this and that if you need anything, please call me. I’m not that far away. I’d like to know what hospital you are at if you don’t mind sharing. I will be thinking about you and praying for you and your family every day.

  • By abunslife, July 29, 2008 @ 5:05 pm

    I love you and I’m always here for you.

  • By snowberrylane, July 29, 2008 @ 5:06 pm

    I can’t believe it-it seems so sudden. My thoughts are with you…

  • By Heather Lessiter, July 29, 2008 @ 5:13 pm

    OMG! I can’t believe this! I don’t know what to say. I wish I could give you a big hug and be there for you. I know some piddly little comment isn’t much, but please know that I’m praying for you and sending hugs and good thoughts your way. Thank God you went in when you did! I’m glad you have family and friends close to you to help out.
    My heart is breaking.
    Let me know what I can do. Anything!
    Take care, take it easy and feel better.
    {{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

  • By Kim, July 29, 2008 @ 5:15 pm

    Prayers, hugs, warm thoughts, all being sent your way.

  • By Kathie, July 29, 2008 @ 5:17 pm

    I’m sending prayers/positive thoughts your way.

  • By Wickedauntie, July 29, 2008 @ 5:21 pm

    Love.
    Support.
    Mushy stuff.
    I’m here.

  • By MommyTime, July 29, 2008 @ 5:28 pm

    I am so sorry. I send many good wishes for a definitive diagnosis of something quickly treatable. I know there is little a stranger can do to make this terrible situation any better — but do know that people out in the world who have read your words in the past, been touched by them, nodded in understanding, we are all rooting for you. You will be strong. We send our love.

  • By cagey, July 29, 2008 @ 5:29 pm

    No. NO.

    You just concentrate on getting better. The rest of us here will do all the work in praying and sending the universe stern messages.

  • By mp, July 29, 2008 @ 5:31 pm

    Oh honey…PLEASE let me know if there is anything that I can do. I have already started praying.. OMG OMG you have to be so scared…. Leaner..and lots of blog material… OK that was supposed to make you laugh..or make me laugh cause I’m crying. OK..what do you need. bbmp6685@gmail.com just let me know…OK??

  • By Jamie, July 29, 2008 @ 5:31 pm

    I clicked over from SlackerMomsRUs and just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and sending you good, good thoughts, positive vibes and prayers.

  • By motomom, July 29, 2008 @ 5:35 pm

    I wish it was just gas! I’ll be praying for you and your family.

  • By Sally, July 29, 2008 @ 5:36 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  • By Pattie, July 29, 2008 @ 5:37 pm

    My Dear Lisa,

    What a shock…I hardly have the words to express my thoughts and concerns for what you are going through right now. I am sure you are feeling many, many things right now. If you need to vent, talk, cry, whatever, please contact me. I am going to shoot you an e-mail that may help….

    ((((HUG)))) Pattie

  • By Gregg, July 29, 2008 @ 5:38 pm

    Oh my gosh, this hit me like a ton of bricks…or a ton of anything else.

    It sounds like you have a lot of family and support around you, but if there is anything my family can do to help, please let us know!

  • By Jill (CDJ), July 29, 2008 @ 5:43 pm

    Oh dear God… I don’t know what to say either. I’m so sorry! I’ll be thinking about you and hoping for the best! Keep us updated and let us know if you need a little pick me up :-)

  • By Heather G, July 29, 2008 @ 5:53 pm

    No words can make it better or go away, but I’ll give you some anyway. I’m so sorry you have to walk this path. Prayers for a full recovery, wonderful doctors and a great support system.

  • By dawn, July 29, 2008 @ 5:58 pm

    you are in my thoughts. You and your family. Knowing you are not alone will help you cope.

    Know you aren’t alone.

  • By Chicky Chicky Baby, July 29, 2008 @ 5:59 pm

    I’m almost at a loss for words.

    I’ve been through this before and it is scary. Horribly scary. And yet, I still don’t know what to say except I’m here if you ever, EVER, want to talk.

    Hang in there. I’ve got everything crossed for the best possible scenario for you. Rest and take care of you.

    Sending you hugs and prayers.

    xoxo

  • By amy, July 29, 2008 @ 6:00 pm

    I am praying for you. Hard. xo

  • By Jana, July 29, 2008 @ 6:05 pm

    I’m in shock just reading your post. I’m so sorry that you are going through this and my thoughts are with you. I hope that the doctors will be giving you some good news as they learn more. Big hugs to you.

  • By Christina, July 29, 2008 @ 6:12 pm

    Oh hon, I’m so sorry. Reading that just floored me.

    If there is anything I can do, from so far away, please let me know.

  • By Kerri., July 29, 2008 @ 6:12 pm

    I’m here via Chickybaby and wanted to offer my thoughts and prayers for your safe and quick return to good health. Stay strong!!!

  • By Raising Z, July 29, 2008 @ 6:12 pm

    I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this! I will be praying for you and your family. Stay strong and just absorb all of the love good thoughts that are being sent your way right now. And I know that you are a fighter, after all….you are a mom to a beautiful little boy.

  • By Theresa, July 29, 2008 @ 6:13 pm

    I have always been a lurker, found you by way of Mamalogues… but I had to comment to leave my support for you today. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I’m sending positive vibes your way (and to your family!). I have a feeling you will prove yourself right, that you are a fighter!

  • By Jillian, Inc., July 29, 2008 @ 6:16 pm

    Oh, I am so very, very sorry. I can only imagine how hard it is to believe that it’s really you…..really happening. All of us who read and love your blog will be praying for you, caring about you, and sending waves of good thoughts your way. Tears are just streaming down my face. I’ll be thinking about you and your family.

  • By Kerrie, July 29, 2008 @ 6:16 pm

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Stay Strong and Fight! Let us know if there is anything we can do - even from from away.

  • By Jennifer, Playgroups are no place for children, July 29, 2008 @ 6:17 pm

    I’m so sorry. You’ll be in my prayers.

    Kick some cancer ass, will ya?

  • By Carrie, July 29, 2008 @ 6:17 pm

    NO!

    Lisa, I don’t know what to say. I feel like even though we’ve ‘only’ known each other through our blogs these past few years, you are just as much my friend as anyone else. You make me laugh and now, cry. Please know that I am holding you very close to my heart and if there is anything. ANYTHING. You don’t hesitate to ask.

    Now, go kick cancer’s butt.

  • By Suebob, July 29, 2008 @ 6:18 pm

    Oh, baby doll, I am so sorry to hear it. I will pray for you and put you on the prayer list at church, too.

    I hope your treatments go well. That crack about “the next time you see me I’ll definitely be leaner”? That’s sick, but precisely the kind of sick humor that will get you and your family through this thing.

    Kick ass.

  • By motherbumper, July 29, 2008 @ 6:21 pm

    I am so sorry and can’t even imagine how shocking this is - I’m sending you all my online strength, positive vibes, and good thoughts.

  • By Melissa, July 29, 2008 @ 6:22 pm

    I can only imagine how shell shocked you must feel right now. The only advice I can offer is to keep being positive! I know several people that are LIVING proof that a cancer diagnosis isn’t the end all, be all it once was.

    And the weight loss joke - totally took me by surprise and had me laughing like a lunatic. You are one amazing woman!!!

    You and your family are in my prayers.

    *HUGS*

    PS I missed BlogHer this year, but I FULLY EXPECT you to be there next year so hurry up and beat this monsters A$$ so I can take you out for a drink or two or ten!

  • By Alissa, July 29, 2008 @ 6:23 pm

    Oh, sweetie. I’m so sorry.

    Hang in there, ok? Fight. I am here for you, and you are most definitely in my thoughts and prayers.

    ((hugs))

  • By Jess, July 29, 2008 @ 6:23 pm

    I am so sorry. I hope and pray the Dr find out what type of cancer you have and begin treating it quickly. You are in my prayers.

  • By Nancy, July 29, 2008 @ 6:24 pm

    Oh, my dear friend. I am so sorry.

    Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you, and though I’m not physically close to you, I’m happy to help in any way I can.

  • By VDog, July 29, 2008 @ 6:26 pm

    SO sorry for your diagnosis. Ugh.

    I will be keeping good thoughts for you.

    Please know that you are stronger than you could have ever imagined. You will get through this, and will amaze yourself and your family.

    Best wishes and hopes for a speedy recovery.

    We’re all here for you.

  • By Assertagirl, July 29, 2008 @ 6:29 pm

    It sounds like you have a great network of friends and family surrounding you.

    Some tweets sent me your way, and although I haven’t read your site before, I wanted to say thank you for having the courage to post about this experience. See? You are already a fighter.

  • By Angie @ Keep Believing, July 29, 2008 @ 6:30 pm

    Came from My Second Journal at MP’s place to wish you good thoughts and send you prayers. I am a wife of a cancer patient. We are in our 30’s, but have battled with the disease off and on for 11 years. Cancer does not have to mean what it used to. You are diagnosed and now the rest is facts and treatment. You can do it.

    KEEP BELIEVING

  • By JessicaAPISS, July 29, 2008 @ 6:35 pm

    Delurking to say I will pray for you every day until you are in remission.

  • By morninglight mama, July 29, 2008 @ 6:35 pm

    I’ve made my way to your blog via A Bun’s Life, and although you don’t know me from any other average overweight, frazzled mom out there, please know that I am thinking of you and sending you good, kick-cancer’s-patootie thoughts. Your post was so touching, and the ‘this is so bizarrely unreal’ tone really comes through. May you find buckets of strength that you never knew you had!!

  • By Maeve's mom, July 29, 2008 @ 6:36 pm

    I am so sorry to hear this. I am a frequent reader but rarely comment. I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers.

  • By Kel, July 29, 2008 @ 6:37 pm

    You are in my thoughts and prayers!
    ~K

  • By Debbie, July 29, 2008 @ 6:37 pm

    I just happened to swing by today, not expecting a post, but hopeful anyway. Well, wow.

    I immediately picked up the phone to alert my mom. Needless to say, she was stunned as well. Please know you will be in our family’s thoughts and prayers … and probably those of all Clinton County residents as well. Just give those county lines some time to work. :)

    I’m sending every possible positive thought your way.

  • By Her Bad Mother, July 29, 2008 @ 6:38 pm

    OH MY DARLING!!!!

    Sending biggest, warmest, healingest hugs your way. LOTS OF THEM. LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM.

    xoxo

  • By Carrie, July 29, 2008 @ 6:39 pm

    Lisa,

    For you: http://www.stopscreamingimdriving.com/2008/07/and-now.html

    Carrie

  • By Queen of Shake Shake, July 29, 2008 @ 6:39 pm

    Sending you prayers and hope for good news.

  • By jj, July 29, 2008 @ 6:41 pm

    What the???
    Girl, I have no idea what to say…. So I send all my love!

  • By Quart, July 29, 2008 @ 6:43 pm

    I am amazed by your sense of humor, and I (and lots and lots of people you’ve never heard of or met) will be thinking about you. All the best to you and your family.

  • By mothergoosemouse, July 29, 2008 @ 6:44 pm

    I’m at a loss for words, but I’m awash with feelings. Sad and scared and angry - and hopeful too.

    I’ll be thinking of you and checking for updates.

  • By mamatulip, July 29, 2008 @ 6:46 pm

    Lisa, my heart is with you. I’m with you in thought; in spirit I am holding your hand. This is scary; it’s a road I wish that you weren’t on, but you’re not walking it alone. I’m here, sending strength and love and support, and there are many, many others alongside me.

    You can do this. I know you can.

  • By dysfunctional mom, July 29, 2008 @ 6:49 pm

    I was sent here from A Bun’s Life. I’m so sorry you’re going through this, and you & your family are in my prayers!

  • By Dawn, July 29, 2008 @ 6:50 pm

    You are not alone, the power of the internet tweet world is already rallying around you. Sending big healing thoughts your way.

  • By Jenni, July 29, 2008 @ 6:50 pm

    Just found you through Slacker Mom. I’m so sorry to hear your news.

    Fight the good fight. I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By zookeeper, July 29, 2008 @ 6:53 pm

    I hope you know that there are tons of people out there rooting for you. Our many prayers and hugs are going out to you, too. I am so sorry that you and your family have to go through this.

  • By dodo, July 29, 2008 @ 6:54 pm

    leaner, huh? you know the thing about leaner? leaner means new clothes, sure, but does it mean new shoes? Do feet get leaner?

  • By dodo, July 29, 2008 @ 6:54 pm

    leaner, huh? you know the thing about leaner? leaner means new clothes, sure, but does it mean new shoes? Do feet get leaner? Maybe there could be new shoes anyway?

  • By The New Girl, July 29, 2008 @ 6:57 pm

    OMFH.

    I don’t even know what to say. I just want to curse a lot for you. Thinking of you and holding a place in my thoughts and in my heart for you.

  • By Shannon, July 29, 2008 @ 6:57 pm

    See? You have a sense of humor. That is always a good sign.

    Pls know that I will be here with support and friendship.

  • By Dana, July 29, 2008 @ 6:58 pm

    Rebecca just called me; I’ve been out all morning.

    Oh, Lisa.

    You don’t give yourself enough credit. You’re a butt kicker.

    I love you and if you need ANYTHING, night or day, I am here. I will talk to Kristie later.

  • By Dawn, July 29, 2008 @ 6:59 pm

    I heard about your story through chickychickybaby’s website on Maya’s Mom.

    I just wanted you to know I’m praying for you and your family.

    We have a close friend who is struggling with brain cancer. I want to share with you what her oncologist told her. She said that fast growing cancers are also the fastest to kill with treatment. I’m praying your treatment does just that… kills that cancer fast!

    I will be following your journey on your website. I wish you the very best.

  • By Peace, July 29, 2008 @ 7:03 pm

    Wow, I could have written your post. Same thing happened to me end of June, went to ER they did a cat scan and told me to see my Gyn. as soon as possible as I had a pelvis mass. My husband is on tour with Mama Mia, so I came home and started making appointments and thinking someone was going to tell me it was all a mistake. But they didn’t and July 7th I was having surgery for ovarian cancer. It’s like everything is fine and all of a sudden you wake up in someone elses nightmare!

    Be strong. The surgery isn’t too bad, the first day is the worst, just keep taking the morphine, mine was on a pump and that helped. Truly don’t try to go longer than the 10 minutes because once you start chasing the pain it isn’t any fun.

    It gets better each day. I am now home with a huge scar on my stomach and will start my chemo on Aug 8. It still seems so unreal. I keep telling people I have Ovarian Cancer more because if I say it enough maybe I will believe it.

    I truly know what you are going through. Hang in there, have faith and be as positive as you can be. Be prepared that you will have good days and bad, both emotionally and physically. But truly each day does get better. Also, my mom had colon cancer 18 years ago, stage IV, she had the surgery, chemo and radiation and she is still here and out runs us all!

  • By Nic, July 29, 2008 @ 7:03 pm

    Many prayers are headed your way!

  • By Tela, July 29, 2008 @ 7:04 pm

    I don’t know you, but the shock and horror I felt when reading this post shook me to the core. (Came via Twitter.)

    I’m thinking of you and yours, and wish you the best in beating this horrible disease.

  • By Susan, July 29, 2008 @ 7:08 pm

    We are going to rally the troops and kick your cancer’s booty all the way to Timbucktu.

  • By jaelithe, July 29, 2008 @ 7:14 pm

    *hugs*

  • By Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 7:15 pm

    Oh Lisa, I am so sorry. I was told three years ago that I had cancer too, thyroid cancer. When they went to take it out it was not cancerous despite all the tests & the biopsy. Miracles happen,
    I am saying my prayers for you and your family!

  • By Sue, July 29, 2008 @ 7:16 pm

    I’ve been reading your blog for quite a while. I know exactly what you are going through. I was diagnosed with breast cancer on March 28 of this year. I’m in the middle of treatment and I still can’t believe it’s happening to me.

    Stay positive…I know it’s very difficult, but it helps. And don’t keep anything in. If you need to cry, do. If you need to scream, do.

    You are in my prayers.

  • By Tara, July 29, 2008 @ 7:16 pm

    Warm thoughts and well wishes to you and your family. Cancer is a very scary word but there are many who lived to beat it and I bet you will too! Keep good thoughts and good people around you and remember laughter is the best medicine.

  • By rimarama, July 29, 2008 @ 7:18 pm

    I’m so sorry. I believe in prayer, and I will pray for you.

  • By flutter, July 29, 2008 @ 7:21 pm

    you are going to kick the crap out of this (pardon the pun) and I will be here with you for every step.

  • By mayberry, July 29, 2008 @ 7:22 pm

    LISA! Oh my god. What a shock.

    You have survived a lot in your life so far. You certainly are a fighter. You’ll see.

    Lots of love.

  • By kdiddy, July 29, 2008 @ 7:23 pm

    I am thinking of you and your family and I just know that you will be healthy again very soon.

  • By Susan, July 29, 2008 @ 7:24 pm

    OMG Lisa! I’m sure that was the last thing you thinking. Then again, doesn’t anybody? I will say that after losing my sister a year ago 7/15 within 6 weeks of being diagnosed with Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia, I’m extra paranoid about my health. Hence the reason I finally quit smoking. There are no good words to say so I’ll just tell you that you and your family are in my thoughts and I will be praying so hard for you. Much love to you.

  • By Christy, July 29, 2008 @ 7:25 pm

    I am so sorry. I can’t even imagine how you feel right now, and I am amazed at the grace you have to be able to have somewhat of a sense of humor about it. I know it may not seem like much coming from a stranger, but I am sending you all of my best thoughts, prayers, positive energy–all of it.

  • By Redneck Mommy, July 29, 2008 @ 7:25 pm

    I’m praying for you. I wish you all the best.

    And I’m sending my little boy angel to personally watch over you.

    I wish there was more I could do.

    Much love.

  • By kittenpie, July 29, 2008 @ 7:29 pm

    Ms Blue sent me by, worried about you.

    That is one nasty shock, and I’m sorry to hear of it, but I hope so much for you that those doctors are right and that they have caught it early, because that DOES make a difference. I hope hearing all these voices behind you, too, will help. Take care, mama, and my very best wishes for a fast conquering of this.

  • By Kristi, July 29, 2008 @ 7:32 pm

    All my prayers are with you, your family and friends.

    My husband was diagnosed with a malignant melanoma just over 2 years ago, so I can totally relate to the shock.

    When are you scheduled for biopsies?

  • By PunditMom, July 29, 2008 @ 7:33 pm

    My prayers and good wishes are coming your way. I wish our lives weren’t so precarious. This news seems to be so much around all of us. Just know we’re all out here thinking of you and sending you our positive energy.
    xo

  • By Valerie Hickman, July 29, 2008 @ 7:33 pm

    Dana from Mamalogues posted about you and I wanted to let you know that I’m praying for you, your family and the doctors treating you. I hope you feel peace and comfort during this time. I wish you a speedy recovery.

  • By slackermommy, July 29, 2008 @ 7:34 pm

    Here I am bawling my eyes out and you go and make me laugh. This is why I love you so and you are so much stronger than you realize. I’m praying, praying, praying. I hope to talk to you tonight. Marc sounds scared but he’s trying to stay strong. He loves you, girl.

  • By Monkey's Momma, July 29, 2008 @ 7:35 pm

    I am praying for you. As a nurse, I can tell you it sounds as if they are doing everything right. Be happy for that. God is watching over you.

  • By anonymous, July 29, 2008 @ 7:37 pm

    I too heard about this on Twitter. Writing this post demonstrated your inner strength, you can face anything.

  • By Glennia, July 29, 2008 @ 7:38 pm

    Sending you healing thoughts, hugs, and lots and lots of love and hope.

  • By Kathryn, July 29, 2008 @ 7:38 pm

    Cancer. Damn that word for hitting another family. Flipping cancer.

    My mom was diagnosed with a terminal cancer (multiple myeloma) and given a few months to live. She was in end stage and had the rapid producing type, of course. Still here we are almost three years later, and you would never know she has cancer to look at her. She is living life to the fullest and feeling great.

    My point is that as scary as that word is, nothing is definite. Even if it is supposed to be horrible. Even if it sounds dire. Even when everything looks bleak.

    My prayers are with you for your continued strength and courage.

  • By Lawyer Mama, July 29, 2008 @ 7:39 pm

    I’m so, so sorry to hear this. Deb (i-obsess) told me the news and sent me over.
    I have a dear friend who’s going through this with her husband as well and reading your post just shook me to the core.
    Cancer sucks.
    Please know that my thought are with you and your family.

    Steph

  • By Sandy (Momisodes), July 29, 2008 @ 7:42 pm

    This is so sudden. Just reading along, I can only imagine the surge of thoughts and fears your experiencing. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
    Wishing you the best.

  • By Amy in Ohio, July 29, 2008 @ 7:47 pm

    You have wonderful friends all over - they sent me your way. I’m sending good thoughts and many prayers your way.

    Be well.

  • By Mollie, July 29, 2008 @ 7:47 pm

    You will be in my prayers!

  • By Tracy, July 29, 2008 @ 7:48 pm

    Sending healing thoughts to you and your family.

  • By Kat -, July 29, 2008 @ 7:51 pm

    Sending a load of love, hugs and prayers your way. I was so shocked when I read you post today as i am sure you were to write it. I found out last week my girlfriend, 34, also has cancer. I have faith that you will both be fighters!!

  • By rebecca, July 29, 2008 @ 7:52 pm

    Hey Lady—

    Looks like you’re pretty loved around these parts. No surprise there. . . I’ve sent you an email and another little something to your house, but I am here.

    As in, I will cook for your family, I will clean your house, I will do your laundry, I will run your errands. I will do any of the millions of things you do for your family, so that all you have to do is focus on kicking some cancer ass.

    You don’t think you’re a fighter? I disagree. You’re the scariest fighter of them all, because you may look all sweet and innocent, but then KA-POW! And then cancer goes running away, its head hanging low, defeated, angry at itself for thinking it could YOU on.

    I’m sending all my love, support, and hugs.

  • By madge, July 29, 2008 @ 7:52 pm

    Delurking to try and do something to lift my chin off the floor.

    This is shocking and totally unfair. I’ll be thinking of you and your family more than you can imagine.

  • By Jenn, July 29, 2008 @ 7:52 pm

    I am at a complete loss for words. I am so angry and sad and hurt for you. Sending huge hugs, prayers and love your way. You have so many people out here (those who know you and even those who don’t) who are supporting you and sending you so much love.

    Kick this cancer’s ass, okay. We’re here to help cheer you on as we watch you beat the hell out of it.

  • By Mahala, July 29, 2008 @ 7:56 pm

    I don’t know you, I’ve never read your blog before, but you and your family are in my prayers. *hugs*

  • By ali, July 29, 2008 @ 7:56 pm

    hugs. good vibes. the works. all coming your way.

  • By MoxieMamaKC, July 29, 2008 @ 8:02 pm

    You’ll be in our prayers! You can beat it! Hang in there and know that we all support you!

  • By Angela, July 29, 2008 @ 8:03 pm

    Crazy hard prayers are coming from my house…

  • By The Other Dawn, July 29, 2008 @ 8:03 pm

    Found you through Chicky Chicky, and I am definitely thinking about you and your family.

    I have no doubt you’ll kick this thing’s heine, though. Girls from the ‘Lou are UNSTOPPABLE, and I am sure you are no exception.

    Got you on my reader, now. Praying for good news.

  • By amanda, July 29, 2008 @ 8:03 pm

    came over from chicky’s world to tell you i am praying for you and sending you warm thoughts.

    just a few weeks back another bloggy friend of mine was diagnosed. like her i know you will kick a little cancer a**

    hugs

  • By metro mama, July 29, 2008 @ 8:05 pm

    Oh, Lisa, I’m so sorry.

  • By Jessica (aka Rose from It's my life...), July 29, 2008 @ 8:07 pm

    I came via Twitter along with so many others.
    I’m so very sorry to hear your scary news and I’m sending you some healing soothing vibes.

  • By Edith, July 29, 2008 @ 8:08 pm

    That ER room is a trip…I came over from Dana’s site..you are in our prayers. Our son is currently fighting Leukemia and I know what you’re going through..the internet is here for you and we are sending love your way!

  • By T with Honey, July 29, 2008 @ 8:10 pm

    Heard about what you are going through on Twitter and wanted you to know that you and your family will be in my prayers.

  • By Marie, July 29, 2008 @ 8:11 pm

    I’ve been reading your blog for some time now, but never introduced myself.

    You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers. Your post was beautiful and eloquent. I am absolutely in awe of your composure and strength.

    You have touched the lives of many, many people and I know that every single one of us is sending good thoughts your way.

    Blessed be

  • By michellew, July 29, 2008 @ 8:11 pm

    I too came via Twitter. I have no idea wht to say. If it helps any, I know that the blogging community is supporting and praying for you.

    This post, just, wow. I am so, so sorry. I can’t imagine.

    I do hope that they’ve caught it early and that you will make a full and fast recovery.

    I’ll be thinking of you.

  • By Desiree, July 29, 2008 @ 8:12 pm

    All positive thoughts!! Always positive thoughts of healing!!

    Sending prayers of healing and peace to you and your family.

    Have and keep faith… you will beat this.

  • By victoria, July 29, 2008 @ 8:18 pm

    I am so sorry you are going through this! I was sent here from Maya’s mom. I just want you to know you will be in our prayers. I’d also like to say to you and anybody else out there with cancer that God is still in the healing business. Twice I was scheduled to have a hysterectomy and was told I had “bad cells” at age 27 and 28. When I requested more tests after being told I was healed, they couldn’t find anything. I know many people who have been healed from this awful disease. Know that even though we may never have met that you have people who are praying for you.

  • By Karianna, July 29, 2008 @ 8:18 pm

    Oh, NO. When you said there were some “very sad” developments in your life, I didn’t suspect cancer. Oh my gosh, I simply don’t know what to say.

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  • By kgirl, July 29, 2008 @ 8:18 pm

    Here through Chicky Chicky Baby - sending you all my good vibes and strength. We have lots of friends in common - I’m sorry that scary news is our introduction.

  • By Feral Mom, July 29, 2008 @ 8:20 pm

    I am so sorry to hear this news. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By Jodi, July 29, 2008 @ 8:20 pm

    Lisa,
    I’m so sorry to hear about this, and I just know you can fight through it. Please know there are tons of people rallying behind you. My thoughts are with you.

  • By Liz, July 29, 2008 @ 8:20 pm

    Oh I’m so sorry to hear this. Prayers for you, Lisa. And lots of e-hugs.

  • By daysgoby, July 29, 2008 @ 8:20 pm

    Chicky Chicky Baby sounded the call - and here I am.

    I hope you can feel the caring and love so many people are feeling for you.

    We’ll put you in our prayers tonight.

  • By mommymae, July 29, 2008 @ 8:23 pm

    here from dana. thinking of you in u city.

  • By Megan, July 29, 2008 @ 8:27 pm

    Came across your blog on random, you and your family are in my prayers.

  • By Stimey, July 29, 2008 @ 8:29 pm

    I’m so sorry. I will be thinking of you and checking back. Hang in there. Hugs…

  • By Danielle, July 29, 2008 @ 8:30 pm

    I’m clicking over to your site from Dana Loesch’s website. I read her blog about you and just finished reading yours. A stranger I may be to you, but I’ll pray like a friend or family member for a positive outcome in this. Everyone has made remarks about how strong you are, so just believe in that and fight fight fight!!! May you be blessed with all the support you could ever need in such a difficult time. We are all wishing you the best. Keep up that sense of humor!

  • By Mandee, July 29, 2008 @ 8:31 pm

    More prayers coming your way.

  • By Karen Sugarpants, July 29, 2008 @ 8:33 pm

    Here via Suebob. I’m so very sorry. Much love and strength to you and your family.

  • By mom101, July 29, 2008 @ 8:35 pm

    oh for feck’s sake Lisa, I am so sorry. Count me among your growing list of fans and supporters offering up positive thoughts and anything else you might need.

  • By Jeannette Eats Spaghetti, July 29, 2008 @ 8:39 pm

    Wow. I don’t even know what to say. Please know you’re in my thoughts.

  • By Hol, July 29, 2008 @ 8:43 pm

    I found you from Chicky Chicky Baby. I’m so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By Jennifer, July 29, 2008 @ 8:55 pm

    I just came over to your blog from another and wanted you to know you’ll be in my families prayers. It’s scary to see this happening in real life but I look forward to following through with you on your amazing recovery :)
    After reading this post I read the previous one where you talked about needing to unplug and reconnect with your family. I’m sure this isn’t exactly what you had planned but God really works in mysterious ways.
    Wishing you all the best,
    Jennifer

  • By Lin, July 29, 2008 @ 8:55 pm

    A friend just told me about you, I wanted to come over & tell you, you are in my prayers. I will be cheking on your blog.

  • By mrs. chicken, July 29, 2008 @ 8:56 pm

    Thinking of you and hoping you are looking at a clean cut and an early detection. Sending all the positive vibes I can muster.

  • By cynematic, July 29, 2008 @ 8:59 pm

    You don’t know me at all (I’m a friend via some righteous MOMocrats–any friend of theirs is a friend of mine), but I wanted to say I am pulling for you and hoping for the best possible outcome for you and your family.

  • By MMP, July 29, 2008 @ 9:06 pm

    I have also been a lurker, but had to “come out” and tell you that I am saying prayers for you and your family.

  • By Maracee, July 29, 2008 @ 9:07 pm

    I’m a long-time lurker who’s never commented here before, but I just have to since hearing the news. May God’s strength and protection be with you, your family and friends during this time. I’ll keep you in my prayers until you don’t need them anymore.

    Maracee

  • By debbie, July 29, 2008 @ 9:08 pm

    have already emailed you. with love and support - as much as you can possibly stand.

    (i’m not sure if the email is gonna bump back to me; i already got it back once b/c, presumably, your inbox is awash, already, with love. love you’ve earned through your remarkably lovely spirit and kindness and general awesome kick-assed-ness.)

    you are not alone, dollface.

    love. Deb

  • By Jan, July 29, 2008 @ 9:08 pm

    You don’t know me either but I will be praying for you.

  • By Jen Singer, July 29, 2008 @ 9:08 pm

    I was right where you are now a year ago, and now my non Hodgkin’s lymphoma is in remission.

    If you need a place to talk or hide, drop by the Parenting with Cancer boards over at Planet Cancer where I’m the moderator. We can help you through this tough time.

    And feel free to e-mail me back directly if you want to ask questions or cry or just say cancer sucks, because it does. But you seem to have a strong network, and they’ll get you through it.

    I’ll be thinking of you.
    Jen Singer

    P.S. You can follow my story here: http://mommasaid.net/howsjen.aspx
    So far, it has a happy ending.

  • By Erin, Queen of Spain, July 29, 2008 @ 9:16 pm

    We’re here for you. All of us. And I mean that.

  • By slouching mom, July 29, 2008 @ 9:20 pm

    here from chicky’s.

    i am so sorry to hear this. i will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts.

    you CAN beat this. the way your friends are talking about you up there? if anyone can do it, it sounds like you can.

  • By Tami, July 29, 2008 @ 9:24 pm

    I’ve only just started reading your website. And a couple of weeks ago you read mine and I was SO incredibly flattered because I had a REAL BLOGGER comment on it. Thank you for that.

    I don’t know you but I know that I love how you write. And I know that you seem like an amazing woman based on how you write. And I know that you have a LOT of friends and family praying for you based on your comments. Please know that I am doing the same - I want to see more and more of your blogs and lots of happy news.

    You are in my thoughts.

  • By Megan, July 29, 2008 @ 9:26 pm

    I’m new and I don’t know you, but I’m praying for you.

    And sending some cyber-ass kicking directly towards the cancer.

  • By Kirsten, July 29, 2008 @ 9:27 pm

    Oh Lisa, I am so incredibly sorry. Please know that you are in my prayers. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer right after Foster was born. You just never think it will happen to you or those close to you (at least I didn’t). Stay strong lady! You can kick this!

  • By Sarah, July 29, 2008 @ 9:28 pm

    It has been months and months and months since I commented on your website - even though I used to comment all the time. Life got busy, days flew by, and I checked here and there but just didn’t have a chance to formulate a thought, to write down a comment.

    And then today, when I saw this, I knew that it was time to make sure you knew that you are not alone, that you can get through this and that you can kick some cancer ass. You may not have thought of yourself as a fighter before this, but you were. You have fought migraines. You have fought tantrums. You have fought sexism. You have fought uninvited dogs that poop in your yard. And now that you are fighting cancer, think of this: you’ve had practice and you can succeed. Fight for your husband. Fight for your son. Fight for your friends. Fight for your family. Fight for your doctors. Fight for yourself. You are not alone, you see that? You can make it through this. Your husband, your son, and you - you can all make it through this.

    I am praying for you and for your family. I am thinking of you and I am wishing the best for the three of you. I know you can pull through, I have alot of faith in you, and I only hope that this nightmarish chapter in your life will be over sooner than later.

    But, let’s face it, those are all just words. I cannot reach across the world for you, I cannot take that pain for you, but if I could, I would. And in the meantime, during the waiting and the testing and the options, well…

    *hugs*

    *GREAT BIG HUGS*

  • By Charlotte, July 29, 2008 @ 9:32 pm

    I found you through Maya’s Mom from another lady who I see has posted. She asked us to please come and let you know you have our complete support. Here I am, keeping you in my best thoughts and prayers, that they can kill this terrible disease and get you strong and healthy again in no time for your family.

  • By Nothing But Bonfires, July 29, 2008 @ 9:36 pm

    Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry. What horribly shocking news. I’m keeping you in my thoughts.

  • By Dee, July 29, 2008 @ 9:40 pm

    I don’t know you, but I wanted to say that I will pray for you!

  • By holly, July 29, 2008 @ 9:43 pm

    I found you through chickychickybaby’s blog. I’m rooting for you (Rah! Rah! Go MidwesternMommy Go!) and praying for you and your family. Keep your chin up!

  • By Heather, July 29, 2008 @ 9:52 pm

    I just stumbled across your blog. However, we have a lot in common.

    I was just diagnosed with Stage 4 Melanoma Cancer on July 8th. Just typing the words brings tears to my eyes. I have two young babies. Right now everything about my life is up in the air. I hate that.

    I would love to email you or even talk to you. Maybe we can be support for each other.

    Isn’t saying “I have cancer” simply the worst three words in the world? Please head on over to my blog and read about my journey so far. I hope it can give you some strength in this awful, awful time.

    I am here. I know just how you feel.
    Heather

  • By Jo-Ann, July 29, 2008 @ 9:56 pm

    I am not sure what words of comfort a random stranger can provide, but I could not read your post without offering my support. Even as a random stranger, I know that you are a fighter, I’m sure of it. I know because you are a mom and all moms are fighters. They fight for their children and when they need to, they fight for themselves. You have all of my best hopes and thoughts as you take this on and win.

  • By BOSSY, July 29, 2008 @ 9:56 pm

    Bossy is sending you all of her best, best, best, best, best wishes. Information and scrutiny shall be your friends.

    xoxo

  • By landileigh, July 29, 2008 @ 9:59 pm

    i’m here thanks to Kerri at Sixuntilme.com

    anytime one hears that 6-letter word, it sends a shock through our system. praying for you that all goes well and that you and your family have the strength and love that you need at this time. YOU CAN BEAT THIS!

  • By Andrea, July 29, 2008 @ 10:01 pm

    Lisa, my heart breaks for you. I can think of no words that I want to say that are good enough to tell you just how damn sorry I am that you’re facing this. You’re too fucking young. But I guess cancer is the only non-descriminating entity in the world, the bitch.

    Please please keep us posted. I’m in Mississippi right now, but I’ll have some random access to a computer throughout the day, and my first order of business every break I get will be to check on you.

    I love you, woman. I do. You’re in my heart and on my mind.

  • By Ron, July 29, 2008 @ 10:01 pm

    You are being prayed for in Cleveland, Ohio. I learned of you through Mamalogues. I am a pastor (which, by the way, does not get me any closer to God than anybody else who prays) and I am so sorry that you have to face this monster. But I know a God who hates cancer too. I wish He would kill it. And He will. Eventually. But for now I will pray for you and the battle you face. May His grace and strength be yours …

  • By Jamie, July 29, 2008 @ 10:07 pm

    So sorry that you’re facing this. Many prayers for you and your family.

  • By pgoodness, July 29, 2008 @ 10:13 pm

    Sorry to hear about this (came via Twitter) - will keep you in thoughts and prayers.

  • By Marlen, July 29, 2008 @ 10:15 pm

    Got here via mamalogues site. So sorry to hear about your recent news. ((Hugs)) and prayers.

  • By Painted Maypole, July 29, 2008 @ 10:17 pm

    Oh Lisa. I”m sorry. What else to say? You’re in my prayers, you and all those who are there supporting you in person.

  • By Average Jane, July 29, 2008 @ 10:20 pm

    I’m so sorry to hear this. I hope it helps in some small way to know how many people are thinking about you and wishing you well.

  • By Becky, July 29, 2008 @ 10:21 pm

    Lisa,
    I just came over from Andrea at Little Bald Doctors, although I have only seen your blog a few times I want to send my thoughts and prayers to you as you battle this disease. I can’t imagine what you’re going through but know that there are people all across this country praying for you today and everyday until you get a clean bill of health. Believe in yourself that you CAN overcome this! God Bless!

  • By Beth, July 29, 2008 @ 10:22 pm

    Like Tela, I’m not a regular reader, but having read what I’ve read, I surely can’t not post a comment.

    I’m a firm believer in the power of positive energy, and your post displays that you’ve got the goods to fight this. So add my good vibes to the onslaught of positive rays coming your way.

    But if you want to have a crappy day once in a while, that’s OK, too.

  • By LeAnn, July 29, 2008 @ 10:23 pm

    Hi, I learned of your story via Mamalogues. I wanted to stop in and let you know that another person will be praying for you to have strength. I cant imagine what you are going through, but it sounds like you have a lot of love around you. I know many folks who have beat this through love, laughter and strength. I am going to pray you have all three.

  • By Izzy, July 29, 2008 @ 10:25 pm

    It’s strange but you’ve been on my mind recently and now I read this news. I’m stunned and I’m so very sorry that you even have to deal with this.

    BUT, you’ll be in my thoughts, as well as many, many others, as we hope and wish for you, that everything is going to be okay. BETTER THAN OKAY.

    Much love and support to you and your family and if you need anything from your internet friends, don’t hesitate to ask. We’ll all be here pulling for you.

  • By Emily, July 29, 2008 @ 10:49 pm

    I’ve come here via both Chicky Baby and Stop Screaming. I have had the diagnosis myself in the past and it does suck to hear it but you can beat it. I watched my father beat cancer 3 times and each time I think it was his attitude that got him through. keep your chin up and hang in there - you CAN beat this. I’m thinking of you…

  • By Domestic Extraordinaire, July 29, 2008 @ 10:56 pm

    Lots of prayers coming to you and your family. (((Hugs))))

  • By Mrs. Davis, July 29, 2008 @ 10:56 pm

    So sorry to hear your news - I just came across it via Izzy. Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By Raquita, July 29, 2008 @ 11:02 pm

    you know if I could fight this for you, physically wrap my hands around cancer and rip it limp from limb I would, my anger that this is happening to you, that it would happen to you is more than i can say…

    I am always here for anything and everything you need.. anything.

  • By Michelle at Scribbit, July 29, 2008 @ 11:13 pm

    Best wishes and prayers to you and your family–you’ll be in my thoughts.

  • By Sandra, July 29, 2008 @ 11:16 pm

    Hugs to you my friend. I’ll be thinking of you and sending all my love and good thoughts and strength and prayers and hope to you.

  • By Nannette, July 29, 2008 @ 11:17 pm

    I only just stumbled upon your blog and am so sad to hear your news. Be strong…..you can beat this.

  • By mn, July 29, 2008 @ 11:39 pm

    Hi, I came by way of Dana’s site. I am praying for you. I know you will come out of this just fine. May God put you on a swift road to healing, recovery and strength.

  • By Shash, July 29, 2008 @ 11:39 pm

    I’m saddened to hear about this. Much love and prayers.

    And chocolate. Lots and lots of chocolate.

    Shash

  • By Lisa, July 29, 2008 @ 11:49 pm

    OMG!! I am so sorry to hear this. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Ironic but my dad was just diagnosed with colon cancer eysterday. This sucks! I love you!

  • By Lauren, July 29, 2008 @ 11:52 pm

    Totally sending positive and healing thoughts your way.

  • By Mrs. G., July 30, 2008 @ 12:07 am

    Extra strength prayers for you and your family on the way.

  • By goteeman, July 30, 2008 @ 12:23 am

    Praying for you now… and sending love, light and healing your way…

    J/

  • By Carla, July 30, 2008 @ 12:26 am

    All the good vibes and prayers are going your way.

  • By Teresa, July 30, 2008 @ 12:30 am

    I’m a first-time visitor sent over from Dana’s site. Please know that though we have never met, you and your family are being lifted up in prayer. Prayer for strength and comfort and healing. Prayer that when you’re 75 you’ll be looking back and telling your grandchildren about the amazing things you learned beating cancer.

  • By Wisconsin Mommy, July 30, 2008 @ 12:37 am

    Thoughts and good vibes are being sent from this little corner of the Midwest to you.

  • By Manic Mommy, July 30, 2008 @ 12:43 am

    Best wishes, positive thoughts, and even some prayers from a total stranger sent her by Chicky.

    - Another MM.

  • By Candace, July 30, 2008 @ 12:51 am

    Lisa,

    I went on to read your blog knowing you had already written soemthing. Your words alone show the strenght you hold inside, although those were the best words I could tell you last night at the hospital, I now think they were a bit typical. So I write to tell you this tonight as I too try to grasp the fact that my sister-in-law has cancer, we love you so much more than I think you know. I am quick to say I forget to tell so many people in my life how much I care for them and love, I just assume they know. But, Lisa, you have always been there for me and Matt, you have always been the one ready to answer the phone when I needed someone to cry and talk too about so many of lifes issues. And now its your turn to call me and for me to listen. You have been the most incredible sister-in-law a girl could ask for, and not to mention you did one hell of job training your younger brother for the duties of being a boyfriend and husband. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT!!!

    While I have not been with your family forever, I do know a few things you should know. For the first time ever today I saw your dad get off work early and do nothing and I mean nothing. All he could do was think of you, his little girl, standing on the bed telling him Linda was not allowed in your bed. I saw a worry in your moms eyes I have never seen before, and as she helped you with your blankets last night, I saw how all she wanted to do was take your place and your pain. I saw Marc cry for the first time, and I saw a look on his face of all I want is for my wife to be in my arms and safe from everything. I also saw the look in Matts eyes of complete unbelief and wanting to tell you he loves you so much. Today, I received more phone calls from you sister wondering how you were doing than I have received from her ever in one day through out the six years I have been in your family. I just wanted to let you know how much you are loved, some of us have a hard time showing and telling others how we truely feel.

    Any way, when all of this shit is over I still expect to have our girls day out, I need a massage and a good cold drink. We’ll then pick your mom and sister after the massages and shop till their feet hurt, not wait our feet!!!

    I love you Lisa, thank you for everything. See you soon.

    Candace

  • By Sugared Harpy, July 30, 2008 @ 12:53 am

    Oh, Lisa. Oh my god, honey, I’m so sorry to hear this news. Whatever you need, anything you need, I am here.

  • By Violet, July 30, 2008 @ 12:55 am

    Send as much light and love in your direction as humanly possible. Stay strong, yes, but be ‘weak’ whenever you can, too. Let people take up the slack when you need it. *hug*

  • By Candace, July 30, 2008 @ 12:55 am

    One more thing. You are going to kick cancer in the ass and look damn good doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • By Christine, July 30, 2008 @ 12:57 am

    I’m so sorry to hear about this. What a huge shock. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By A Cowboy's Wife, July 30, 2008 @ 1:00 am

    I don’t know you but I can relate considering 3 of my family members have had cancer. It’s scary but stay positive. There are so many things that can be done these days to cure this or prolong life if it’s that bad…but it’s not;)

    You and your family are in my thoughts wishing you the best and hoping, knowing that things will be fine.

  • By Fairly Odd Mother, July 30, 2008 @ 1:12 am

    I’m here via Mrs. Chicky and want to send you all my best wishes that this is something they can go in, grab, and then send you on your way. Even if it is more than that, know that there are lots of people thinking of you and hoping for the best. Take care and hugs.

  • By magpie, July 30, 2008 @ 1:17 am

    Here via Twitter. Thinking good healing thoughts for you. You might should check http://motherswithcancer.wordpress.com/ - they could be of help.

  • By Kimberly/Mom in the City, July 30, 2008 @ 1:17 am

    As a fellow blogger, you are in my prayers. Although, I’m sure that reassurances are probably going through one ear and out the other right about now…but the odds ARE great if the cancer is caught early on…especially for colon cancer (my father-in-law was recently diagnosed, treated and is currently doing great…).

  • By DesignHER Momma, July 30, 2008 @ 1:17 am

    know that you will be alright.
    know that you are in good hands.
    know that you are loved.
    know that you are being prayed for by a complete stranger tonight.
    know that you are in good hands.
    know that you are loved tonight.

  • By Gnome, July 30, 2008 @ 1:24 am

    I found your blog through slacker mommy…I just want to tell you that you are in my prayers. Praying for a speedy recovery and clean bill of health!

  • By Tina, July 30, 2008 @ 1:26 am

    Sweetie, I’m so sorry. I’m here via IzzyMom. It sounds as if you have a wonderful, supportive family and group of friends - and there are lots of us out here whom you don’t know, including me, who are keeping you in our prayers and sending love and all best wishes your way for a quick and full recovery. Mwah.

  • By Linlee, July 30, 2008 @ 1:28 am

    I’m here for you, whatever you need. Please tell Marc to call if he needs us to watch Seth.
    What hospital are you in? I’m bringing you ice cream, chocolate and whatever else you need!
    I love you!

  • By Aprylsantics, July 30, 2008 @ 1:29 am

    Hi. Just came over here from Izzymom to say I’m sending thoughts and prayers your way, too.

  • By Blogversary, July 30, 2008 @ 1:32 am

    I am saying a little prayer as I type.

  • By Kristie, July 30, 2008 @ 1:36 am

    You’re in my prayers.

  • By Jen, July 30, 2008 @ 1:37 am

    I have commented a few times but I read you every day.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. This sucks. I will help everyone kick cancers ass.!!!!

  • By Ree, July 30, 2008 @ 1:43 am

    Oh, sweetie, I’m so sorry. You’re in my thoughts and prayers. {{hugs}}

    You ARE strong. And you’ll fight with humor and your loving family and friends.

  • By Awesome Mom, July 30, 2008 @ 1:50 am

    I am so sorry that you have to deal with this. I hope that you are able to be strong and that your body will be able to kick the cancer’s butt.

  • By Oh, The Joys, July 30, 2008 @ 1:53 am

    Lisa,

    I can’t imagine what this is like for you, but wanted you to know I’m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

    Much love,
    Jessica

  • By Anne, July 30, 2008 @ 1:57 am

    I am so sorry to hear this… Take care of yourself, lean on your family, and know that their are lots and lots of people throwing their arms around you right now.

  • By jen, July 30, 2008 @ 2:04 am

    there’s a whole village here ready for when you need us.

  • By Helen, July 30, 2008 @ 2:06 am

    Just popped over from slacker mom…sending you many hugs, thoughts and prayers.

  • By Dorene, July 30, 2008 @ 2:13 am

    We don’t know each other but I wanted to send my prayers your way.

  • By MammaLoves, July 30, 2008 @ 2:24 am

    Darlin’ you are strong–much stronger than you give yourself credit for. And when you aren’t feeling it, we’ll be strong for you.

    Fight, my friend, fight.

    I love you.

    amie

  • By Traceytreasure, July 30, 2008 @ 2:29 am

    That’s no way to lose weight, Lady! :) I sent you an email and I hope you know that I’ll be checking in with you! Be well, big hugs and love, T

  • By Aimee Greeblemonkey, July 30, 2008 @ 2:33 am

    We’ll all be pulling for you. Go get ‘em.

    Best wishes,
    Aimee

  • By kris, July 30, 2008 @ 2:34 am

    I don’t know you personally and wish I did; we have dear Mammaloves in common. What a beautiful post. I’m thinking of you.

  • By Amy, July 30, 2008 @ 2:41 am

    Hang in there.

  • By Matt, July 30, 2008 @ 2:44 am

    Lisa as I read your blog I never thought it would be you. You always worried me, but you and cancer scares me. I could truely see the same in Mom and Dads face and hear it in Linda’s voice. Candace reasures me but she is just as scared. None of us want to lose you or even think that way. I have no advice. We all just love you and are thinking of you, Marc, Seth, and even Abby. You have no choice but to pull through. I know you will. What is the saying life is like a roller coster (I hate roller costers) at least it would be nice if we could pick the ride.

  • By Anissa@Hope4Peyton, July 30, 2008 @ 2:48 am

    When my baby girl was diagnosis, for just a moment I wanted to walk out of the room and away from it all. I knew in my heart I wasn’t strong enough to do this, I was going to fail her and my family.

    But I was constantly amazed to see all the places from which I would pull my strength. You are in my prayers, and that’s not just a trite phrase, I mean that from the bottom of my heart. You are going to find tremendous reserves of strength, you are going to be blown away by support from people you never dreamed would be there for you, you are a fighter, whether you believe that about yourself or not.

    Prayers and love

  • By Wendi, July 30, 2008 @ 2:53 am

    Came over from Carrie’s blog.
    Her post about you was both beautiful and touching.
    Faith can write miracles.
    Keep the faith and write yours.
    You are in my prayers.
    ~Wendi

  • By Julienne, July 30, 2008 @ 2:54 am

    I was sent here by Carrie and thank you immensely for sharing this with everyone. We are sending tons of healing energy and thoughts your way right now. May the surgery bring good news and the love and support of your loved ones help you through this difficult time.

  • By Heidi, July 30, 2008 @ 2:58 am

    I just came across your post and am praying for you, your family and friends, and the doctors you are working with. Sounds like you have a LOT of people who will be strong for you through all of this. Keep your faith and hope.

  • By Linsey, July 30, 2008 @ 3:03 am

    Just when you’re going about your life, wham! I was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma about 7.5 yrs ago and I so remember that first shock, the staging, trying to figure out what it was and what it meant. This is tough, so tough. The best advice I got at this stage was not to look at the worst outcomes, the worst possibilities. And, stay off the Internet! Actually, there is a great resource at http://www.motherswithcancer.com. I really encourage you to check it out. There are resources and lots of lots of support there. WhyMommy from Toddler Planet started it just a month or so ago with 20 other blogger mommies with cancer.

    Hugs and strength,
    Linsey

  • By Carolyn Bahm, July 30, 2008 @ 3:04 am

    No-no-no-no-no! Your silent internet readership (which included me, up to today) can’t stand for this to be true! I am *so* sorry. I hope you know that it’s fine with everyone who loves you if you totally lose your shit once the shock fades. I think brave people are those who endure, whether it’s with laughter, stoicism, or tears. You’ll be cared about, deeply, whatever path you choose.

    I’m so glad your family is there with you. I’ll be thinking of good wishes for you to heal fast and completely.

  • By Carolyn Bahm, July 30, 2008 @ 3:04 am

    Um, I meant I was *silent* up to today — still a fan!!!

  • By Patrick D., July 30, 2008 @ 3:05 am

    Repeat after me: ‘You will beat this’. Now go fight. There are a lot of people here who believe in you. You can win.

    (I was going for an optimistic, rah-rah supportive comment. I’m usually quite the downer. Seriously, go kick cancer’s ass.)

  • By Chelle, July 30, 2008 @ 3:11 am

    I came across your blog through Carrie’s blog. I know words cannot make it better, but I am here to offer you my support, thoughts and prayers. There are many many of us here to support you and help you through this. Sending you some (((hugs))).

  • By Jenny, Bloggess, July 30, 2008 @ 3:12 am

    I love you and I’m here for you. Anything you need. Seriously, anything.

    I know you’ll get through this but don’t be afraid to lean on us in the meantime.

  • By Kelli, July 30, 2008 @ 3:18 am

    Lisa,
    I will be praying for you, especially in the next couple of days. We met briefly at the blogger’s guild meeting in June. I look forward to seeing you again and pray that when I do you will be well on your way to recovery! God Bless.
    Kelli Stuart

  • By moosh in indy., July 30, 2008 @ 3:19 am

    OH GOOD HELL! (Pardon me.)
    I am overwhelmed with prayers and love and hope and strength for you and your family.
    xoxo

  • By canape, July 30, 2008 @ 3:19 am

    And now all the good you have shared with us will come back to you tenfold. Team Midwestern Mommy is ready for action.

    You are strong, Lisa. What’s more is that you are so full of love and life.

    I’m so sorry this is the news you received. You are already being prayed for before I can even finish typing this.

  • By sadira, July 30, 2008 @ 3:44 am

    This must have come as an incredible shock…and I’m sure you’re right, there’s probably some lesson in there somewhere that you will learn through all of it…and I am sending all my wishes from the very bottom of my heart for a speedy recovery through whatever happens next…and hugs and kisses and a shoulder to lean on…you show em who’s boss…we want you around for a long time to come, and we’re all behind you cheering you on…just look over your shoulder!!

  • By Sheri, July 30, 2008 @ 3:51 am

    Kim sent me your way.

    I just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for a speedy recovery.

    God bless you and your family.

  • By Mistie, July 30, 2008 @ 3:51 am

    Here via Mamalogues & adding to the long list of people praying for you and your family. God bless you.

  • By califmom, July 30, 2008 @ 3:52 am

    Don’t know what to say, but want to say something. This sucks? That seems most appropriate to me.

  • By sweetney, July 30, 2008 @ 3:53 am

    you will get through this, and be stronger. you have scores of us behind you. and we’re all thinking of you, and cheering you on. go kick that cancer’s ass, lady!

  • By Kim/hormone-colored, July 30, 2008 @ 3:59 am

    Hi Lisa,

    I’m here via Mrs. Flinger’s recent tweet.

    My thoughts are with you and your family. I’m sending lots of good vibes your way!
    Kim

  • By ibdawnk, July 30, 2008 @ 4:04 am

    I have never met you just saw you refrenced in another blog I read often…but still I am sitting here crying for you. I will collect myself soon and pray for you. I pray that the news is all good from here out and that miracles happen in your life.
    I will be one my knees for you soon.

  • By Lisa Marie Mary, July 30, 2008 @ 4:04 am

    I’ve just met you tonight - found you on Twitter, you said something interesting to someone I follow - checked out your profile, saw you share migraines with me, was intrigued and came here….

    I’m so sorry and you are in and will stay in my prayers. I can’t imagine the shock of hearing those words (You have cancer.) actually being said about you!

    But OMG, woman! What amazing love and support you have - that’s a lot of people, in a lot of places, thinking of you and sending you good, healing vibes and praying for you. That’s amazing and awesome!

    I’ll be back to check up on you - from one migraine-y Lisa to another - you’ll be in my thoughts tonight as I drift off to sleep…

  • By Lara, July 30, 2008 @ 4:07 am

    you don’t know me, but already i am praying for you. my father had colon cancer, and having gone through it from the side, all i can say is try to stay positive. there will be bad days, yes, but better days will come too. ask for help when you need it. and don’t forget that life - even life with cancer - is funny sometimes. take time to laugh, to smile, to love your friends and family. the moments you take to do that stuff are the moments that make it easier to stay strong and fight.

    much love, squishy hugs, and big prayers to you and your family.

  • By keri, July 30, 2008 @ 4:08 am

    you don’t know me, and i don’t know you, but my thoughts and prayers are with you, your family, and your docs. be well.

  • By dana, July 30, 2008 @ 4:24 am

    OH, Lisa….I’m just in shock and I want nothing more than to hug you. Just to hug you and not say anything at all. No wait. I’d actually like to erase this cancer from your body. I just can’t believe it.

    Please know that we are all here for you. Praying for you. Thinking about you. And your family, too.

    I’m sending tight hugs from afar.

  • By LisaS, July 30, 2008 @ 4:46 am

    I’m mostly a silent one too, but floored by this …

    so at the risk of sounding like a cheerleader, Fight Fight Fight!! We’re out here pulling for you …

  • By Kelly of West Coast Grrlie Blather, July 30, 2008 @ 5:23 am

    All day long people were saying ‘cancer sucks’ on Twitter. Which of course it does–we’ve all been affected by it. My dad is battling bladder cancer (though the silly twit hasn’t quit smoking yet).

    I’ll keep you and your family in my prayers. And I rock at praying.

  • By threeundertwo, July 30, 2008 @ 5:29 am

    I don’t know you, but I’m so very very sorry to hear this! You and your family are in my prayers.

    What a terrible shock it must be. Hang on to what is solid and comforting around you. And know that we are all here for you, and we care.

    Good luck! I’ll be checking in.

  • By schmee, July 30, 2008 @ 6:11 am

    those words are scary, I to heard them in the early 200, “You have 4th stage cancer, ” I asked if there was anything they could do, your pretty far along with it, I am sending you to Barns -Jewish hospital” that was scary, one hospital with a cancer center sending me to another, wow I had it bad,

    one thing I learned, do not read other peoples accounts of there cancer, some are good others are bad. I was told by a nurse to stay of the web except for Web MD and the cancer site. but that my cancer even thou others had the same type I am differant in make up then them,an my experiance with be as varied as the make up of the type of people that have it, also do not pay attention to %’s or stats.
    I had 10% of surviving and 3 % of living normal, I am cancer free and liveing the same life with little differance than before the cancer even thou surgery took 10 LBS of me and radiation and chemo definitly made ther marks on me.

    it was a hard battle, people I meet with lesser forms died, I with will power regardless of how sick I became ( over 1 year period I was in the hospital off and on over 4 months, High in the medical field.) had a possitive attitude, even when I was told the cancer was not responding, I am now 3 years cancer free, no sign of it in my body for 3YEARS.

    its about the attitude and never giving up even when my at the time 12 year old son could carry me to bed ( when this started I weigh 225 lbs, with in one month I was down to 138lbs) and dehydrated beyond belief.) Keep the faith and regardles of what they tell you keep fighting ( after 3 months they started talking Hospice.never happened, tho many inssited.) I will pray for you keep the fight and never ever give up regardless of how pain full or sick you get, I have seen people worse than me never get sick from chemo, and little ladies take as much rads as I did not react as harshly as I did, as I said this is unique to your body,

    remeber that when you hear 10% well….. that 10% is 5 indians, three people of color . two eskimos…… in other words people of a much varied life style that doesnt even come close to describing u.

    1 dont pay attention to statistics or % (I shouild be dead according to those things )
    2 never give up or stop treatment because of pain or sicknes.
    3 to u’r friends, dont feel bad about calling or stoping by because you dont want to take up the sick persons time, they need you to call and to stop by, the cancer patiant will tell you when they need you to leave,
    I will light a candle in u’r name tommorw mornig. Good luck

  • By Melanie, July 30, 2008 @ 6:28 am

    Oh, you will be in my thoughts, MoB. I’ll be sending you as many “good vibes” as I can muster.

    (((You)))

  • By gwendomama, July 30, 2008 @ 7:04 am

    and another thing? if i do see you? i am going to say OH HAI I AM A LAME LURKER BUT I LUVS U JES THE SAME, KAY?

    because you need the loves and the hopes.

    i can do that part for you, okay? you just ask.

    actually, don’t ask. i will just do it. consider it done.

  • By Carol, July 30, 2008 @ 7:17 am

    Sending healing, positive thoughts your way. Been through this with my mom. Sometimes there are no words and sometimes they flow endlessly. Be strong… but don’t be afraid of asking for help. Many people are here for you!

    Carol

  • By Stefania/CityMama, July 30, 2008 @ 7:41 am

    Sending all the positivity out into the universe for you that i can muster. My thoughts are with you.

    -stefania

  • By Laura From the Fringe, July 30, 2008 @ 9:36 am

    I clicked over from A Bun’s Life.

    I am so very sorry to hear of your illness. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

    God Bless.

  • By Kelley, July 30, 2008 @ 10:37 am

    First time visitor. And I am already in love.

    Your strength and HUMOUR is astounding.

    I bow to you.

    I have now subscribed and look forward to sharing your amazing journey.

    Big smootches from across the ocean.

  • By Liz, July 30, 2008 @ 10:37 am

    Wanted to add my name to the long list of friends who are stopping by to let you know just how much they love you. Me too! Rest. Be well. And what Sweetney said:

    “Go kick that cancer’s ass, lady!”

  • By manager mom, July 30, 2008 @ 10:38 am

    Oh my god. I don’t know how you managed to share this, and so eloquently to boot. But all I can say is I send hope, prayers, good thoughts your way.

  • By Kimberly, July 30, 2008 @ 10:47 am

    OMG sweetie, we love you. Hang in there and know you have the whole blogoshere praying for you and sending your good vibes. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. Anything.

    And listen to your family. You’re young and strong. You CAN win this fight.

    xo

  • By Atherton Bartelby, July 30, 2008 @ 10:54 am

    Hello Lisa,

    I found this post via Jenny The Bloggess and wanted to express how sad I was to read your news. Both of my parents died of cancer so it is also one of my greatest fears for myself, as well.

    But even though I don’t know you, I wanted to drop a note to you to let you know that you are in my thoughts. And also to write that, if there is one thing that all of my struggles in my own life have taught me, it is that there is no greater power than the individual will in situations like this. So rally your will, and your strength, and fight it like you’ve never fought anything before.

    Very best,
    Atherton

  • By Karen Andrews (miscmum), July 30, 2008 @ 10:58 am

    I heard about your diagnosis through several women on Twitter. I just want to add my thoughts of hope, love and resilience xx

  • By amanda, July 30, 2008 @ 11:40 am

    Thinking of you and your family.

  • By Gina.Maria, July 30, 2008 @ 11:54 am

    I’m terrible at support and comfort - it makes me feel inadequate and awkward - but I want you to know that I’m sending positive thoughts your way. Don’t go gently…

  • By mike g., July 30, 2008 @ 11:55 am

    believe every last person who tells you this is beatable.

    take strength from your family and friends.

    learn all you can about what’s happening to your body and be an active particpant in your treatment.

  • By Maria, July 30, 2008 @ 11:55 am

    I’m sorry that my first visit is under these circumstances. I wanted to give my support and good thoughts to you.

    We’re all rooting for you. :)

  • By Rachel, July 30, 2008 @ 12:09 pm

    Lisa,

    I come to you via Mamalogues.com, Dana’s website. My mother had lymphoma, so I know what lies ahead for you. I wish you all the love and luck in the world during your dianosis, treatment, and hopefully, your remission in the future. Never give up and fight with everything you have! Lean on those who love and care for you on the bad days, and on the good ones, be happy, love everyone and everything, and enjoy it!

    Please know that I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers, I’ll keep checking back to see how you’re doing, and to send words of encouragement!

  • By MamaLiz, July 30, 2008 @ 12:17 pm

    Being a cancer warrior myself, I can only imagine how you feel…I know it is different for all of us. I have been fighting for many years now and overcame ovarian cancer first, now breast cancer. I am here if you would like to talk. I don’t have any answers for cures…I can only listen to you…and relate to your pain and fears. I would just like to let you know you don’t have to be alone through this, as I was, unless you just want to. I am here with an open mind and heart…Sending you
    {{{{tight HUGS}}}}.
    I will be putting your name on my prayer line at my church..I will be praying for you also…

  • By Antique Mommy, July 30, 2008 @ 12:28 pm

    No news is more terrifying than that. Sending up a prayer for you for strength,encouragement, comfort, endurance and above all victory. Will be thinking of you and checking back for updates.

  • By kimblahg, July 30, 2008 @ 12:30 pm

    Fingers firmly crossed for you. I am in St Louis, if there is anything you need (I know I’m a stranger but the offer is there) I’ll lend a hand. Sorry for the bad news.

  • By Avalon, July 30, 2008 @ 12:30 pm

    I came here from Chicky. I wish you and your family the best. I don’t pray, but have family members who do. I will ask them to pray for you.

  • By kristen, July 30, 2008 @ 12:30 pm

    i’m here from kristy (slackermommy) and i wanted to send you a virtual hug from a stranger.

    you and yours are in my thoughts.

  • By kateanon, July 30, 2008 @ 12:36 pm

    If you need to talk - I’m a recent cancer survivor, and I know how crazy and stressful this can be. My thoughts prayers are with your family

  • By kateanon, July 30, 2008 @ 12:47 pm

    Oops - so moved by your situation & the comments that I typed too fast. Thoughts & prayers with you & your family. Seems like your friends here have enough to help get you through - let them help. Sometimes the hardest part is needing others to help get through it. It’s frightening and unknown, but hold all our hands, and it might be a little easier to bear.

  • By karen, July 30, 2008 @ 12:49 pm

    Sending kind thoughts and prayers your way….

  • By Lisa Milton, July 30, 2008 @ 12:50 pm

    You and your family are in my thoughts. I hope the next few days are full of rest and peace as you gear up to fight this bugger.

  • By mp, July 30, 2008 @ 12:51 pm

    wouldn’t the hospital love it if all 200+ people in the comments showed up at your room and held your hand..yeah, that would be very cool.

  • By Suburban Turmoil, July 30, 2008 @ 12:52 pm

    You and your entire family are in my prayers. Hang in there!

  • By todd, July 30, 2008 @ 12:56 pm

    Praying for you right now.

  • By Sarah, Goon Squad Sarah, July 30, 2008 @ 12:58 pm

    I’ll be thinking about you.

    I know you can get through this.

  • By BaltimoreGal, July 30, 2008 @ 1:12 pm

    Strength. You have it, but I’m sending more.
    Also, there is a great colon cancer center here at Johns Hopkins if that turns out to be the issue.
    This website has lots of info: http://www.hopkinscoloncancercenter.org/

  • By Jen, July 30, 2008 @ 1:12 pm

    Good karma your way.

  • By veep veep, July 30, 2008 @ 1:13 pm

    I am so very sorry. You already know we are all behind you with support and hope you get fabulous news very soon.

  • By Ruth Dynamite, July 30, 2008 @ 1:15 pm

    Oh my dear, sweet Lisa,

    I am willing you every bit of strength I have. You are strong, bright, and beautiful, and you will get through this.

    Just breathe. Take it one moment at a time. Find comfort in those around you and know that we - this gigantic orb of love and good wishes that IS the internet (and especially your blog friends) - are cheering for you. Can you hear us?

    Peace and love…

  • By ali, July 30, 2008 @ 1:23 pm

    It sounds like your doctors are taking a positive view, which is a great sign!

    You must be in such shock right now, understandably. But from what I’ve read here, I agree with your doctors: You are a fighter! And you’ll be fine.

  • By Jess in MA, July 30, 2008 @ 1:33 pm

    I’m sorry. That just sucks. Entirely. I found my way over from Chicky Chicky an am heeding her calls for prayers of all varieties, so know that you’ve got the Lackadaisical Lutheran prayers covered.

  • By ben, July 30, 2008 @ 1:41 pm

    Oh, wow, damn.

    Best of luck to you, which sounds terribly trite when I look at the words. I just don’t know what else to say.

    And no, you don’t know me, but a friend of yours said you were hurting so I dropped by.

  • By Damselfly, July 30, 2008 @ 1:45 pm

    I don’t know you, but am sending good thoughts and prayers.

  • By Shandon Fowler, July 30, 2008 @ 1:46 pm

    I am so sorry. The thoughts of many, many people are with you. There is really no way to overstate it: cancer sucks. Fight.

  • By Toni, July 30, 2008 @ 2:04 pm

    Total stranger here, a fellow Midwesterner, sent by Jenny the Bloggess. Hoping for the best for you, and that this is something they can quickly find and eliminate.

  • By Chris, July 30, 2008 @ 2:10 pm

    Along with the other 233 people before me, you are definitely in my thoughts and prayers. You can and will get through this! I hope that not knowing me doesn’t make you believe the words any less, but you do have a fighter somewhere inside you. She’s coming out very soon - just warn the folks around you!

  • By Josh, July 30, 2008 @ 2:17 pm

    Thank you for sharing your experience with the world. It is a brave act that will give courage and hope to others. My best wishes for you. May you find comfort and draw closer to those you love during this time of need.

  • By All Adither, July 30, 2008 @ 2:18 pm

    Izzy Mom sent us over here. And I just want to say that I’m sending all of my positive vibes your way. Please keep us updated.

  • By Christine, July 30, 2008 @ 2:18 pm

    I’m here because my friend Jenny (thebloggess) told me about your diagnosis. I just want to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers. (hugs)

  • By Issa, July 30, 2008 @ 2:21 pm

    I don’t know what to say, except you’re in my prayers.

  • By Kyla, July 30, 2008 @ 2:31 pm

    How terribly shocking. I can’t imagine what it was liking going in for a stomach bug and get this sort of news.

    We’re all out here, thinking of you and praying for you.

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  • By mandy, July 30, 2008 @ 2:31 pm

    I have come over from Chicky, Chicky Baby’s site. Obviously I have no words that I can say other than I wish you all the best in the days to come… is it appropriate to say good luck? Okay, well, I just did anyway.

  • By furiousball, July 30, 2008 @ 2:34 pm

    I’m here via The Bloggess as well and I wanted to let you know that in southern New Jersey there’s a guy praying for you and your family.

  • By shonda little, July 30, 2008 @ 2:35 pm

    My family history is riddled with cancer, so I know what you mean about the huge fear hanging over your head.
    My mother had late stage 3 breast cancer when I was 11 and she was 35, pretty young for that diagnosis. Through the chemo and radiation, she had sick days, but was never so sick that she had to quit her job or quit coaching my basketball team. In hindsight, she was a real trooper.
    From the day of her diagnosis, she started juicing a nasty, but effective cocktail of carrots and spinach juice. It was nasty, for shizz, but it is also what she credits for sailing through both cancer and the subsequent treatment. That was 17 years ago and since then, she has become a ambassador for the power of the juice, if you will, to all the locals. She doesn’t even have to know them. If she hears they are diagnosed with any kind of cancer, she calls and asks them if they want her to bring the juicer over and show them her special recipe.
    Clearly you don’t live close enough for that, but I would be glad to email you the exact recipe she used. When you have stage 3 cancer, the oncologist try to zap the cancer with some pretty powerful chemo, so you can imagine how amazed they were when she didn’t lose her hair. Since she’s showed this to others, most of them give the juice the same credit.
    My email is shondy26@hotmail.com. Email me if you want more info and put “cancer juice” or something like that in the subject so I will notice it in my junk mail.
    Best wishes,
    Shonda

  • By Angel Smith, July 30, 2008 @ 2:55 pm

    I’m an IzzyMom wanderer; just wanted to add my prayers to the pot. My FIL was just treated for colon cancer, and he is doing fantastic now; I will be praying for the same outcome for you.

  • By christina_the_wench, July 30, 2008 @ 3:04 pm

    LIsa,

    You know you’re in my prayers and so is Seth and your husband and the family. You’re not going anywhere. We’ve been blog friends for far too long for you to wuss out and take off on me.

    Besides, lean is overrated. ;)

    *big, BIG hug*

    Christina

  • By kim, July 30, 2008 @ 3:07 pm

    The good news is that St. Louis has AMAZING oncologists and treatment centers - some of the best in the nation. And you obviously have a lot of friends who are going to help you thru this. Stay positive - you can beat this!

  • By AbsolutelyBananas, July 30, 2008 @ 3:07 pm

    Lisa I am so very sorry to read this. Will be sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.

  • By Laura Healy, July 30, 2008 @ 3:12 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your whole family.

  • By Toni, July 30, 2008 @ 3:16 pm

    Thoughts and prayers are with you…..

  • By Rose, July 30, 2008 @ 3:17 pm

    You and your family are in my prayers.

  • By Marrdy, July 30, 2008 @ 3:22 pm

    I found my way here from Kim’s website. I will keep you in my prayers and wish you all the best.

  • By lilfootsmommy, July 30, 2008 @ 3:24 pm

    I will be praying for you and your family as you get through this! I know this may sound weird to suggest, but Bernie Siegel is the author of a book called Love, Medicine & Miracles. It’s a wonderful book.

  • By lindaJ, July 30, 2008 @ 3:32 pm

    Please know my thoughts are with you!!! you are a fighter. You will be amazed at the power you have and the power of others around you. Trust me I know.

    LindaJ

  • By Robin ~ PENSIEVE, July 30, 2008 @ 3:42 pm

    Here from Jenny (Bloggess)…and you’ve just written the post I’ve thought I might have to write one day. Stupid to hedge my bets that way.

    But….tons of cancer in my family, it’s not out of the realm of possibility for it to touch me more closely one day. Right now I have two separate doc appts to try to determine what’s going on with me (anemic and waaaay too much estrogen floating around) :/.

    I’m praying for you, so that makes you a stranger no more.

    Praying for your family and your doctors, too; your words will touch many.

    And odd as it may sound…sending cyberhugs your way, too.

  • By FishyGirl, July 30, 2008 @ 3:43 pm

    Here from Izzy’s place. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By elismsue, July 30, 2008 @ 3:44 pm

    Lisa,

    Sorry to hear of the news. Heads up!

    Attitude is this beast’s greatest predator! It is afraid of positive attitudes.

    Here for you,
    Sue

  • By Ashley, July 30, 2008 @ 3:48 pm

    Thinking of you and sending positive energy your way.

  • By thefunkyfeline, July 30, 2008 @ 3:55 pm

    A close friend of mine was just diagnosed with colon cancer 2 weeks ago. His website is http://colonc.org/ - what can I say, we are computer geeks so we react to everything by putting it on line. He’s tracking his journey there - maybe it will help you to know someone else is walking the same path…
    And I’ll tell you what I told him - you CAN beat this. I will add you to our prayers…
    much love and hugs!

  • By Jasph, July 30, 2008 @ 4:12 pm

    I don’t pray, but it sound like you have lots of people doing that for you. And what good fortune, among the undeniable suckiness, to have the support of your parents, your husband, your friends, and all these well-wishers. It’s a testimony to your strength as a human being (and a writer) that so many people are pulling for you.

    The only thing I’d like to add is: _Anatomy of an Illness_ by Norman Cousins. I think he was onto something about the healing power of humor.

    I was directed to this page by The Bloggess, who I’m sure will be a big help on the humor front for you She posted a link on Twitter, where I follow her and others who make me laugh every day.

    Best of luck (and laughter) to you.

    -Jim Howard

  • By Jessica, July 30, 2008 @ 4:17 pm

    I have ABSOLUTELY no idea how I ended up here.
    I’m very glad to have met you though.
    Let me introduce myself. I’m a Mom. I have triplet sons, age three. I have twin daughters, age two. I have a husband (who’s birthday was yesterday when you were diagnosed) who was just recently so very blessed with the news that he is in remission from Hodgkins lymphoma.
    I have no idea what you must be feeling right now, and I can’t pretend to imagine how scared you must be. However, I can put myself in your husbands shoes and I can identify with so much that he is going through. I ran the hamster wheel of emotions while he went through chemo last year.
    I thank God every day that he’s here with me, driving me nuts, leaving his socks in the kitchen for God only knows what reason.
    It’s pretty clear that you have a TON of support, but if theres anything you need, or questions you might have, let me know. I also have a lot of financial resources in regards to lymphoma if that is what it turns out to be…
    You’re in my thoughts.

  • By Sugar, July 30, 2008 @ 4:39 pm

    The Bloggess pointed us over to you and I am so glad she did. You sound like a lovely woman who is surrounded by an awesome group of family and friends and who has a husband who loves you. That’s probably the best medicine in getting through all of the uncertainty.

    I will hold you up in my prayers.

  • By Babybloomr, July 30, 2008 @ 4:41 pm

    If love is light, then you’re probably illuminating the entire midwest right now!
    There is so much care and concern being sent your way, I hope somewhere in your understandably stunned state you can feel some of it.
    Count me in as another complete stranger who said a prayer for you today.
    And will continue to.

  • By Xytrex, July 30, 2008 @ 4:47 pm

    I wish you all the best.

  • By AMC, July 30, 2008 @ 4:49 pm

    Sending some prayers and postive thoughts your way.

  • By Cereal Dieter, July 30, 2008 @ 5:19 pm

    I clicked over here from the Hope4Peyton.org blog. I have no words other than you are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By qt, July 30, 2008 @ 5:21 pm

    Here via slackermom - my thoughts are with you. Stay strong.

  • By Sugared Harpy, July 30, 2008 @ 5:23 pm

    Oh my Lisa! I love you and I’m thinking of you. If you need a thing, any damned thing, I’m here.

  • By Amy in StL, July 30, 2008 @ 5:38 pm

    I clicked over from Dana’s website. Cancer is always scary, we have a lot of it in our family. But I’m here to tell you that Colon cancer and Lymphoma are both beatable. My mom had colon cancer 30 years ago and not only lived but she had to eat Dairy Queen for months to keep up her strength. My uncle had Lymphoma 2 years ago and although at moments wanted to give up he survived and his “drug of choice” was White Castle. Good luck and God Bless.

  • By Rachel, July 30, 2008 @ 5:58 pm

    I am a regular reader of Mamalogues.com, and I found a link to your story there. I am praying for you now and will continue to pray for you. I will pray for fast healing for you and comfort and peace for your family. My heart goes out to you now and always.

    “He promises to strengthen us in all our difficulties.” Isaiah 41:10

  • By Jennifer, July 30, 2008 @ 6:10 pm

    I arrived through Dana Loesch’s site. I just want to wish you and your family all the best!

  • By Susan, July 30, 2008 @ 6:15 pm

    You are in my thoughts and prayers- Blessings to you and your family!

  • By Chris Cactus, July 30, 2008 @ 6:19 pm

    I don’t know what to say. Kick cancer’s ass. And use the collective power of the internetwebosphere to gather up all the good vibes you can soak up.

  • By Queen of the Mayhem, July 30, 2008 @ 6:36 pm

    I am so sorry to hear that! I can not even imagine how difficult this time must be for you. I pray the doctors are able to act quickly and remove the tumor before it spreads. My father in law lived many happy, healthy years fighting cancer…and he was much older than you!

    Good luck!

  • By Jo, July 30, 2008 @ 6:51 pm

    I just want you to know that even in the blogosphere you are not alone. There are several of us living with/dealing with cancer and as one of those people my heart goes out to you so much. It’s the scariest damn thing in the world to hear “You have cancer”.

    Stay positive because as corny as it sounds, that DOES help. Find out ALL of your options, take a deep breath, and as hard as it is try hard to laugh a few times. It helps with the stress and reminds you that you are alive. ;)

    I know you have no clue who I am but if you EVER need another mama to talk to please email me. I’m honestly a really good listener and I hear I’m pretty good at making people laugh. :)

    BIG Hugz to you as you start this fight.

  • By Mary, July 30, 2008 @ 6:51 pm

    I don’t know you, but I’m praying for you and your family. Based on what I’ve read about you on so many blogs you seem like such an amazing and strong woman. I hope all the best for you!

  • By tori, July 30, 2008 @ 6:53 pm

    I had cancer a few years ago. The way you described finding out are exactly how I felt. Total disbelief because cancer is something that happens to “other people”. I felt like I must be imagining all my symptoms and that the doctors would laugh at me. They didn’t laugh.

    I came here from Izzy but will be bookmarking your site. If there is anything I can do to help, please let me know. I know I don’t even know you, but I will be there for anyone with cancer who needs me if I can help in any way.

  • By maggie, dammit, July 30, 2008 @ 6:58 pm

    Adding my voice to the masses.

    Be well, stranger. I’ll hold you in my prayers.

  • By Heather, July 30, 2008 @ 7:03 pm

    I believe in the power of prayer and God’s healing power. I am praying for you.

  • By Michelle, July 30, 2008 @ 7:38 pm

    Whoa.

    Keep fighting, keep your chin up and reach out for support. I will keep you and your family in our prayers.
    Send warm thoughts and prayers your way.

    I am so sorry. Let me know if you ever need anything.

  • By WhyMommy, July 30, 2008 @ 7:47 pm

    Hey. I’m here for you. Whatever you need, whatever you need to know, I’m here for you.

    Call on me and my MWC peeps anytime, babe. We’ll mobilize and get it done.

    Hang tough, and just concentrate on feeling better right now, ‘k? You know you have friends and family to take care of the rest.

  • By carmasez, July 30, 2008 @ 8:05 pm

    I don’t know you, but from your posts I can see you have a wonderful sense of humor, which should help in your recovery :)

  • By Adventures In Babywearing, July 30, 2008 @ 8:06 pm

    Oh my goodness, I am so sorry. I am praying and thinking of you. I can’t imagine. I do believe in miracles, not sure about you, but I’m really hoping for one for you and your family!

    Steph

  • By MamaGeek, July 30, 2008 @ 8:09 pm

    WhyMommy sent me. Thoughts and prayers are on their way for you and your family at mock speed.

  • By Jo, July 30, 2008 @ 8:30 pm

    I almost forgot, a great blog to read is http://hopeforholly.com She is in remission from colon cancer and she is really amazing. I hope her story can help give you a little strength.

  • By ourcrookedtree, July 30, 2008 @ 8:33 pm

    As a family member of one with cancer right now and in the past, I am thinking of you and your family.

  • By Jordan, July 30, 2008 @ 8:40 pm

    Hi,

    I saw a link to your site and read your post. I was diagnosed with cancer two years ago (Feb.) when I was 15. I had never thought of myself as a ‘fighter’ but now, I know I am. I will always be a ‘fighter’ now. To me, having cancer can be hard to describe. It’s like being in a club that you never asked to be apart of. You’re stuck in a situation where you’re life is suddenly at the mercy of a monster that you’d never would have thought could have existed in your body. It’s foreign, mean, nasty, a bully, and just plain horrible. I have to believe there is a reason for me having to go through what I’ve gone through. It’s like my life has been separated into two lives: Before Cancer & After Cancer. I am a survivor and now you are too. After recovering from the shock, I wanted to know how to beat it. I’ve been in full remission since May 06′. It is by no means an easy road to travel. I’m not sure if this will be read, but I think anyone who gets dx with cancer should be told they are not alone. They are people who can understand your feelings, both emotionally, mentally, and physically. You are not alone.

    Jordan

  • By Nicole, July 30, 2008 @ 8:45 pm

    Hey there. Susan/Whymommy from http://www.motherswithcancer.com said you could use some support. :) I know I never saw as many comments on my blog as the day I announced that I had cancer. You obviously have a huge network of family, friends and readers. Hang on to that. It helps. Just know that there’s a group of us out here in cyberspace ready for you when you need us. I know how scary it is right now. *hugs* from a stranger with cancer.

  • By Kelli, July 30, 2008 @ 8:50 pm

    Oh my..You are in my thoughts and prayers.

    I am have never even come across your site until today from Hope4Peyton and I just wanted you to know that we are all routing for you!

    Take care…
    From Oklahoma!

    Kelli

  • By Jenn, July 30, 2008 @ 8:54 pm

    Hey, haven’t actually ever read you before but was sent here by a post on a friend’s blog (keepingtrackoftheinsanity).

    Wishing you the best kind of news you can get at this point - that it’s early and beatable. Seems like you have an awful lot of folks in your corner. Good luck.

  • By laurie, July 30, 2008 @ 9:09 pm

    Susan from Toddler Planet sent me here (we both write at Mothers With Cancer). I am so, so sorry that this is happening to you. And I know exactly how you must be feeling. Please know that many, many people (check out all the comments!!) are thinking about you, rooting for you and here if you need support.
    Take good care-
    Laurie

  • By jennster, July 30, 2008 @ 9:20 pm

    well fuck. i am so sorry. i wish it wasn’t happening, but it will be awesome when you kick cancer’s ass. cause you will.

  • By Jen, July 30, 2008 @ 9:27 pm

    I’ve come via Chicky Chicky Baby; you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers–both for a full recovery and the strength and courage to get there.

  • By Nancy R, July 30, 2008 @ 9:36 pm

    DUUUUUUDDE!

    Total ASSide here: your website often makes my computer stall (I think my computer is suffering from low memory) and so I don’t check in very often. That’s totally come to kick me in the ass here.

    I’m so sorry about this diagnosis. You’re in my thoughts and prayers. I’ve alerted A&N.

    I’m tickled that you’re hoping to be done soon because you’re hungry. CURSES YOU LIQUID DIET!!

    Keep me posted, please. I’ll see if I can find you a fork bracelet to keep your spirits up.

  • By staciesmadness, July 30, 2008 @ 9:52 pm

    you and your family are in my thoughts.

  • By Amelie, July 30, 2008 @ 9:52 pm

    I came via Whymommy, and I’m so sorry for you and your family. I wish you strength, support, good care and good luck for your fight against this beast. You’re in my thoughts.

  • By Farrell, July 30, 2008 @ 9:53 pm

    I’m here. For whatever you need. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
    336 comments: YOU ARE LOVED.
    If you don’t think YOU are a fighter, one: you are wrong and two: Seth.
    I can’t believe you even found any words at all I am sure your emotions and thoughts are a cyclone right now.

  • By imstell, July 30, 2008 @ 9:54 pm

    “You will be all right.”

    They were the first words that made it through the haze of shock when I heard the news that I had cancer. They came from my co-worker who’s father had just completed treatment for prostate cancer. I figured she knew what she was talking about.

    Just hold on to those words like a life line and do not let go. You WILL be ALL RIGHT.

    We’re here for you.

    Stella
    Mothers with Cancer

  • By nonlineargirl, July 30, 2008 @ 11:24 pm

    You don’t know me, but I am thinking of you and and wishing for the best.

  • By debra, July 31, 2008 @ 12:15 am

    I am so, so sorry. Please know that I am here for you, whatever you need. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. {{hugs}}

  • By Jessica @ A Bushel and a Peck, July 31, 2008 @ 12:31 am

    Oh my goodness…I am so so sorry…but you are in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you a full and speedy recovery…know that all of us here in the blogosphere are rooting for you and sending our support!

  • By isis23, July 31, 2008 @ 1:23 am

    You don’t know me, but I have followed your blog…I see your beauty and strength floating through your words. You will kick this cancer is the behind. I hope you will keep writing. Your words inspire others. You are a beautiful gift! I am sending warm healing energy your way!

  • By candygirlflies, July 31, 2008 @ 1:25 am

    Oh, dear girl… I am so sorry you are facing this. But know that we are all right here for you– thinking of you and sending good thoughts, strength and courage.

    You will get through this. And we will be right here “with you”, every step of the way.

    Sending you all my love,

    CGF xoxo

  • By Diana, July 31, 2008 @ 1:36 am

    I can’t say anything that hasn’t been said already, but then anything else probably isn’t needed because what’s been said is all that is good and all that is needed. You will make it. We are here. For whatever you may need. Any day. Any time. Any thing. Our thoughts are with you, by your side, next to the ice chips.

  • By Amy, July 31, 2008 @ 1:50 am

    I don’t know you; I just follwed a link here from somewhere. I wanted to lend my support to you, too, across the ether and the country. I’m thinking about you and sending good vibes your way.

  • By Kristi, July 31, 2008 @ 2:01 am

    The Domesticator sent me.

    Be strong! And fight, fight, fight.

  • By The Mentor Mom, July 31, 2008 @ 2:40 am

    I’m so sorry to hear about this! We’ve lit our prayer candle and are sending all the positive mojo we can muster your way!!!!

  • By RC, July 31, 2008 @ 2:50 am

    I came via Debra’s Web site at Reflecting… My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  • By Mrs.V, July 31, 2008 @ 2:54 am

    I heard about you from Debra over at her blog Reflecting.

    May you, your family and friends find the care, support and strength you all need in the coming days.

    Please know that my thoughts are with you.

    Mrs. V

  • By Lady Why, July 31, 2008 @ 3:05 am

    Praying for you in Helena, Alabama!

  • By samantha, July 31, 2008 @ 3:25 am

    I’m really really sorry to hear this. Let the love that is pouring your way surround you and carry you through this terrifying time. Here’s hoping the news gets better from here.

  • By mojavi at SImple Things, July 31, 2008 @ 3:28 am

    i am a longtime lurker.. can’t remember who I got you from. I just want to send you good thoughts and vibes. I hope your getting good food snuck in to you at the hospital!

    thinking about you and your family.

  • By NYfriend, July 31, 2008 @ 5:00 am

    Big hugs to you, you’ll beat this! Just hang in there during this initial chaos.
    (sent here via WhyMommy)

    Hugs again to you and your family

  • By VHMPrincess, July 31, 2008 @ 12:03 pm

    I’m so sorry - you and your family are in our prayers.

  • By Karen Putz, July 31, 2008 @ 12:46 pm

    Sending you a hug during this difficult time.

  • By Amelia Sprout, July 31, 2008 @ 1:13 pm

    Sending all the positive energy I can in your general direction.

  • By Lori, July 31, 2008 @ 1:34 pm

    You are a beautiful person.
    You are in my thoughts.

  • By Momish, July 31, 2008 @ 1:36 pm

    Hello, you don’t know me. I can see after the many posts I have read from other wonderful bloggers regarding your scary situation and the ever growing comments to this heartfelt post, that you are well tended to and well supported as you get through this. You can add my prayers and best wishes to the long list! Keep fighting!

  • By Erin (aka boogiesandbeansmom), July 31, 2008 @ 1:52 pm

    Hi.
    Sent her by way of Mothergoosemouse. You and your family are in my thoughts. I wish you the speediest recovery!

  • By Nahgiel, July 31, 2008 @ 1:56 pm

    I’m praying for you, your family, and your doctors and caregivers.

  • By Marketing Mommy, July 31, 2008 @ 2:18 pm

    I came here via Mothergoosemouse, but I’ve heard of your blog before. I’m wishing the very best for you. Thanks for sharing your story.

  • By Fiona, July 31, 2008 @ 2:30 pm

    Sending happy thoughts and prayers for strength and peace

  • By Kasey Laughlin, July 31, 2008 @ 2:42 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you!!!

  • By Spacemom, July 31, 2008 @ 2:51 pm

    Sending you hugs and courage!

  • By Amy, July 31, 2008 @ 5:16 pm

    I am so, so sorry this is happening to you. Sending you lots of prayers and healing thoughts.

  • By Sarah, July 31, 2008 @ 5:19 pm

    What horrible news to be given, I’m so sorry. I’m sending you every ounce of strength to help beat this.

  • By Heather, July 31, 2008 @ 5:56 pm

    May you stay positive and keep a sense of humor in the weeks ahead.

  • By The Mrs., July 31, 2008 @ 8:22 pm

    Thinking of you today.

  • By Candid, July 31, 2008 @ 11:34 pm

    I’m so very sorry this is happening.

    I’m praying for you and your family.

    Hugs hugs hugs.

  • By Ladybug Crossing, July 31, 2008 @ 11:49 pm

    Be strong!
    You can beat this thing.
    We’re here praying for you.
    xo
    LBC

  • By Kimberly, August 1, 2008 @ 1:27 am

    Here via Mothergoosemouse.

    My prayers and thoughts are with you. ((Hugs))

  • By anymommy, August 1, 2008 @ 3:20 am

    Just another stranger who wants to say you are a brave and lovely lady and I will be thinking of you and praying for your health and your strength.

  • By Vicky, August 1, 2008 @ 4:07 am

    God if powerful. I’m praying for your strength and endurance!!

  • By Lady M, August 1, 2008 @ 4:21 am

    Wishing you and your family love and strength.

  • By Ally, August 1, 2008 @ 4:29 am

    I just stopped by via the link from WhyMommy’s site and I’ve never read your blog before but I just wanted to say that tonight I’m praying for you and your family, and I’m thinking of you during this hard, hard time.

  • By lorrie, August 1, 2008 @ 5:33 am

    Oh God, I’m so sorry. I hope it’s treatable and beatable. All appendages crossed here, and I’ll even throw in a couple of prayers for good measure. Warm thoughts from SC flowing your way.

  • By Mama Maven, August 1, 2008 @ 3:27 pm

    Sending you lots of positive vibes for what you are going through. You and your family are in my prayers!

  • By liz, August 1, 2008 @ 6:36 pm

    lisa, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By Carrisa, August 1, 2008 @ 7:08 pm

    my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family right now. you are a fighter and don’t you forget it.

    *hugs*

  • By Isabel, August 1, 2008 @ 7:10 pm

    Lisa…let me know if there is anything I can do for you and for your sweet little family.

    You are in my prayers!

  • By Laura, August 1, 2008 @ 7:13 pm

    You will get through this. There’s just no other way to put it. You. Will. Get. Through. This.

    Hang in there!

  • By HollowSquirrel, August 1, 2008 @ 7:15 pm

    honey honey honey. I’m sending you and your FIGHTIN smokin’ hott body healing/cancer-ass-kicking thoughts. Is there anything I can do from afar? At all? You name it. I’m on it. I LOVE YOU AND AM THINKING OF YOU.

    Ginormous hugs from all of us.

  • By Sky, August 1, 2008 @ 7:17 pm

    I’m visiting from This Full House.

    I’m praying for you and your family…many, many times I’m praying.

  • By Judy, August 1, 2008 @ 8:20 pm

    I heard via Whymommy, and I am so sorry. There will be so many emotions that you will go through, and they are all valid. Please just know one thing right now: You don’t have to go through this alone. We are all here for you.

    *big cyber hugs* My thoughts and prayers will be with you as you journey your way through this. If I’m scarce in the next however many days/weeks, it’s because I have a mastectomy coming up and my home computer is broken right now. Just know that you’ll be in my thoughts and prayers, and I know that my warrior sisters will help you through this.

  • By Carmela, August 1, 2008 @ 8:36 pm

    I found out about your new diagnosis through Whymommy. I want you to know that I am sending hugs and prayers your way.

    Carmela

  • By Casey, August 1, 2008 @ 9:07 pm

    You should be very proud of yourself for sharing your story. Thankfully colon cancer is one of the most easily treated cancers when found early. I will pray it is that.

    In October of last year my baby brother went to the e.r. under the assumption he had appendicitis. When the doctor cut into him they found a massive tumor and diagnosed him with a cancer that is very rare in children. Our lives have changed forever.

    I know you’re scared and weary, but getting the testing done is so important and you’re very brave whether you chose this role of fighter or not.

    My brother went on to have his intestines reqired and part of his colon removed. He is a happy kid as of today. I am not sure what the future holds but I know his positive spirit, much like yours, is what got him through his harrowing ordeal with surgery.

    Best of luck.

  • By jodifur, August 1, 2008 @ 9:51 pm

    G-d speed and good wishes to you.

  • By Audrey, August 1, 2008 @ 10:41 pm

    My thoughts are with you and your family. My dad was diagnosed with and had surgery for colon cancer last fall; he is fine now, thanks to how early they caught it. I hope with all my heart that things go similarly for you.

  • By Suzy, August 1, 2008 @ 11:08 pm

    Here thru Petroville.

    Just wanted to say I’m pulling for you and if that’s the lesson you need to learn? To be a fighter? Then so be it. Be A Fighter.

  • By Anam, August 2, 2008 @ 5:22 am

    This is the first time I’ve visited your site. Even though I don’t know you I’ve added you and your family to my prayers.

  • By Rachael, August 2, 2008 @ 5:29 am

    I don’t know you. I’ve never read your blog before. I made it through your post, and didn’t start crying until I saw that there are 375 comments on this post. I just have to believe with that many people rooting for you, something good is going to happen. I’ll keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. (Hugs)

  • By Sarah S., August 2, 2008 @ 12:05 pm

    Coming over from Mothers With Cancer. I just wanted you to know there are a lot of people out here that are praying for you. If you need to talk there are lots of us over here that will answer any question you need anwered or just to talk.

    I have breast cancer. Diognosed in January.

    ((HUGS))

  • By Sugar & Ice, August 2, 2008 @ 1:40 pm

    You are in my prayers.

  • By Cara, August 2, 2008 @ 3:26 pm

    Here from Mothergoosemouse. Just wanted to add my voice to the chorus of people wishing you well!

  • By Shari, August 2, 2008 @ 10:55 pm

    Oh sweetie! I was in your shoes last year with the same shock and sometimes numbness: cancer. You are a fighter and you can come through this. Know you are in my prayers and I will continue checking back on you.

  • By midlife mommy, August 4, 2008 @ 5:14 pm

    Coming over from Mothergoosemouse. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • By Cheryl, August 4, 2008 @ 5:45 pm

    Oh my darling Lisa. This is heartbreaking. I’m standing there beside you, telling you funny stories and crying with you.

  • By tracey, August 5, 2008 @ 5:37 am

    Sending you more love and support. I’m so sorry you have to go through this…

  • By Redsy, August 5, 2008 @ 6:40 pm

    Oh dear, I’m so sorry to hear this… FUCK CANCER!! That’s my 2 cents… I’ll be checking back in here regularly…

  • By Ro, August 6, 2008 @ 12:07 am

    I just found you today and you made me stop in my tracks. Your words of strength are astounding and poetic. I grew up with cancer in my house. My mother had it twice - thyroid and breast - both were severe and life was a big question mark. Here she is now - 15 years being cancer free… she is amazing and so are you. I’ll be visiting often…

  • By Lani ~ The Wooden Porch, August 14, 2008 @ 5:50 pm

    Oh my gosh. This is my biggest fear. I pray to God that you heal quickly and that is hasn’t spread.

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